Fernando † Matehuala

Photography + Int. Design Major

I feel as if a constant déjà vu existed inside my cerebellum, and though you might never call again; I never loose hope 

Dad

Happy Birthday Daddy Andy!!!

Fernando † Matehuala F†M - Random Old Stories About Fernando.

Been a long time since I visited this sketchbook. If I have a stalker, this is gold.

Not my best angle, but I actually like it.

Not my best angle, but I actually like it.

Fernando † Matehuala F†M “Rawr”

gbenard asked: hola Fernando. Was wondering if you want to be volunteer for the project B Shot by a Stranger that I'm doing about loneliness in youth. Let me know, so we can talk a bit more about it.

Hola Mr. Gonzalo, it would be an honor. Yes.

inspiremewithflowers:

Fernando † Matehuala F†M - Looking Through the Dirty Glass

Fernando † Matehuala  F†M

The night came and we were lost in a parking lot. They seemed to know where they were going so we followed.

I (i)

Fernando † Matehuala F†M

The night came and we were lost in a parking lot. They seemed to know where they were going so we followed.

I (i)
Fernando † Matehuala  F†M

know

Fernando † Matehuala F†M

know

Fernando † Matehuala - F†M - Trees of Light

I (i)

Fernando † Matehuala - F†M - Love me like your addiction, but not as much.
Let’s stop romanticizing addiction.
shouldn’t,

Fernando † Matehuala - F†M - Love me like your addiction, but not as much.

Let’s stop romanticizing addiction.

shouldn’t,

Fernando Matehuala - F†M

but

Fernando Matehuala - F†M

but

Fernando † Matehuala - Monster

The continuation of Monster is a a more selfish act. I’m just getting rid of words that affect me by confronting them. By placing tags on my mouth this time, I try to send a message to people to never become a tag, and to never let it silence you, but if you are a freak, celebrate it and be the baddest one.

I (i)

A long breath and common writer’s block.

The cars, the city, the common noises bore,

my pen wants to rest – in peace -

stuff falling and paint melting, warm ice cream,

a wingless fly; larva babes die.

– Fernando Matehuala

still

Fernando † Matehuala - Monster

I decided that the only one who gets to define me is me after people have tried to make me believe things that i am not or things that i am are bad. and though it is ironic that i have placed tags on my eyes of adjectives that are negative, I wanted to express the way these words can blind people and how we start to believe them after a while. I tried to make a statement that tells people that we should celebrate the freaks we are, to give something to talk about when we are referred as BORING, and to just demonstrate that we are who we are whenever we want.

miss